God, students from other schools has received offers and mine was just sent. And right now I'm stressing over my not too far off in the future proficiency test which I am currently cramming for. I feel like crying. GAH!!!! Someone help me!!! T__T

I ran out of anime to watch? Anyone got any ideas? Will watch after I cram my brain with kanji which will end next week, hopefully. I am going through anime withdrawal right now and I'm not happy. On the plus side, yesterday's cosplay anime funfair was AWESOME!!! Too bad I couldn't join due to the lack of money and time. T__T Ah well, maybe I'll join the one in Singapore next year during my (maybe) 8 month holiday. I saw 2 L's in the school which was awesome but I like the girl dressed up as L compared to the guy L. He just looked weird. And I saw AKITO from Air Gear!!! I love!!! I know she's a girl and all but Akito is one of the coolest female characters in anime and totally kicks butt! Thus the reason I like her. Damn, and I'm ending up gushing about anime. I need my dose...

My cousin came last night and guess what he said," Add me on the waiting list okay?" with that knowing, sly grin on his face. Just great! At his rate I really will be broke by the end of this year. Not that I mind but damn I was planning on it being only to some members of my family while the rest I can just treat them during our end of year family bash later with guitar hero and rock band. I promise I won't beat them again in the games. XP Ah well, at least they'll owe me a lot more now. MWAHAHAHA!!! *coughs*

I HAVE 3 MORE PAPERS TO GO AND THEN I'M FREE!!!!! WHEEE!!! SOCIAL LIFE HERE I COME AGAIN! But then again I'm gonna have language classes and working days at school. Hm.. Ah well, at least the stress of exams would be over. And then there's the promise I made to my family about birthday tradition thingy. Should I just order bouncer or just treat them out? Either way I'll still be broke by the end of it. But all in all, THANK GOD exams are gonna be over! WOOOHOOO!!! *does victory dance*

Had to wake up early to help my aunt and my mom to arrange the dishes for family function in the afternoon. It was fun in the sense we ate the extra leftovers if all the dishes are full. Gatherings for my family should be made illegal with the things we say and do to each other. Its not bad just that we make too much noise with our laughter and all the jokes. But I still love them. Well, the ones on my mom's side anyway. I'm just fond of my dad's side, unless they start acting sane and stop being prissy primadonnas and dramatic during family functions. Oh and I just heard from one of my best friend's that Utada Hikaru concert in London is on 12th February. I WANT TO GO!!!! UTADA-SAN!!!! DAISUKI-DESU~~

I woke up at 4 in the morning. Which was weird since I don't wake up early period when I don't have to go to school. Hm... I'm not even sure if I should go back to sleep now. Too awake. Gonna go youtube-ing for now. :D

Went to school at 12am came back home at 6.45 pm. LONGEST. EXAM. EVER. Never want to go through that ever again.

First day of exams and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Have 15 more papers left till 20th November. Then I have an exam on the 6th December and including working days at school. Oh joy.

Note to self: Never, ever, ever wear heels ever again when I just trained kendo from a long hiatus a few days before that. Instruments of torture to your feet. No more weddings to plan thank god! Now I can focus on my studies without getting my head bitten off by "using it as an excuse not to help your own family." Yeah, sure... It couldn't possibly be the fact that I care about my future and YOU are the ones who are going to make my life on that side of the family a living hell if I didn't get what you expected! Hell no! It's because I'm selfish and lazy. It's also not because I want to avoid spending time a lot with all of you because you always end up going for each others throats when you ASSUME that you are always right and treat your own family, who at the goodness of their own hearts are trying to help you, like they're just there to be mindless slaves and brushed off easily. This is why I don't like going to that side if functions come up and why I'm always awkward and aloof. Pain in the *** and close-minded, not a good combo. Ugh.

Nis, I totally LOVE you right now! XD Hilarious and I still expect an answer from you to my question. And goddammit, I am now again hooked on BoA's Girls On top. Cousin's fault! You knew how long it took for me to be normal last time with this song and now I'm hooked again.

Once again I am sick. Great! This makes the most times I've ever gotten sick in a year! Stupid stress from everything in my life right now is at fault. I'm getting tired of this. C'mon end of the year... Just let me start my university days. I want to really relax, no work, no studying, no nothing but rest and relaxation for at least a week. Is that too much to ask?

I decided not to go to school today and give myself a holiday to relax. Well, I wouldn't be relaxing technically but it feels a lot better studying at home than in school. Wouldn't be able to study in school anyway. Watching dull performances that I'm just going to end up hating myself for watching anyway. Food I can cook my own or buy enough for myself, eating comfortably in an air-conditioned room instead of in a large crowd of people with no fan overhead. *sighs* A few more days before my first exam and when I'm done with that I have to cram my Japanese back into my head with night classes for less than a month before my exam on December 6th. God, I hope this work and hermit life I'm doing is going to be worth it next year.

My eye is suddenly all red and bloodshot like I poked it when I woke up in the morning. Seriously, I felt like I had a hangover and its a school day. If it gets worse tomorrow I'm not going to school. And it was still as hot as yesterday even with both my fan and air conditioner on...

Ugh, last day of my holidays before I'm forced to go to school again. Even though I didn't exactly relax during this holiday period but at least I had my freedom and now its getting taken away from me. Damn school. Back to dealing with temperamental teachers and their freaky mood swings.

Exams are coming and my brain is already half mush with all this studying I'm doing. I really need to take at least one day of relaxation before my brain officially explodes. God, my last year of school sucks big time. When will it end?! On the bright side I've finally gotten the original dvds of black cat that I've been panting after for god knows how long. Yay! Anime marathon here I come!

And here I thought I was getting better yesterday. The stupid headache that disappeared yesterday is back and it hurts more now than before. Gah! School holidays on and I'm sick at home. I am so pathetic. Well at least I'm not alone in this since my best friend's also sick. Yes, we got sick at the same time. Isn't that great? Really what best friends are for.  lol

This is my first post ever on LiveJournal! Yay!  Felt like I should have one just to de-stress myself if the need came. But anyway, first post but I have no idea what to say right now. Ah well, when I need to it'll come. For now, cheers to me!